I'd really like to see as much of that assignment as you're wiling to reveal. I'm going through a hard time right now with my own submission. There are things I'm bad at that I shouldn't be by now as well and it leaves me frustrated at myself. There's so many posts on BDSM blogs about how perfect a sub someone is, but finding people willing to admit faults seems rare. If you're not comfortable sharing, I totally understand (see my lack of posts on my BDSM blog for proof I understand not wanting to share faults and failures lol), but I'd really appreciate anything you would post.
I think the fact that we don't see anyone else flailing is why we struggle to show everyone when we mess up. I'm extremely frustrated at myself for a lot of things. For one, my pain tolerance is utterly pathetic now whereas I used to be able to take a hard spanking and enjoy it thoroughly. It's depressing and quite frankly I could do without the extra sad shit in my life.
As for the assignment itself, I'm going to give it a proper think. I might want to shift a lot of it around and omit things if I decide to post it. Then again, it might just be better to do a separate post about some goals I'm aiming for in 2013. I'll talk it over with Daddy when he is bored of his weekend time and let you know :)
I totally agree. It's hard to fail, but even harder when it seems everyone around you is prospering.
I'm having the same problems with pain tolerance. I'm also having a hard time following simple orders. I think part of it is because I've wrapped myself into a failure mindset and part due to new medications that are really draining the life from me.
I totally agree. It's hard to fail, but even harder when it seems everyone around you is prospering.
I'm having the same problems with pain tolerance. I'm also having a hard time following simple orders. I think part of it is because I've wrapped myself into a failure mindset and part due to new medications that are really draining the life from me.
My newest blog post mentions some of the things I suck at that I wrote about in my assignment. If you want to, you can read it here: http://subreiskyem.blogspot.com/2013/01/personal-goals-for-2013.html
I'd really like to see as much of that assignment as you're wiling to reveal. I'm going through a hard time right now with my own submission. There are things I'm bad at that I shouldn't be by now as well and it leaves me frustrated at myself. There's so many posts on BDSM blogs about how perfect a sub someone is, but finding people willing to admit faults seems rare. If you're not comfortable sharing, I totally understand (see my lack of posts on my BDSM blog for proof I understand not wanting to share faults and failures lol), but I'd really appreciate anything you would post.
ReplyDeleteI think the fact that we don't see anyone else flailing is why we struggle to show everyone when we mess up. I'm extremely frustrated at myself for a lot of things. For one, my pain tolerance is utterly pathetic now whereas I used to be able to take a hard spanking and enjoy it thoroughly. It's depressing and quite frankly I could do without the extra sad shit in my life.
ReplyDeleteAs for the assignment itself, I'm going to give it a proper think. I might want to shift a lot of it around and omit things if I decide to post it. Then again, it might just be better to do a separate post about some goals I'm aiming for in 2013. I'll talk it over with Daddy when he is bored of his weekend time and let you know :)
I totally agree. It's hard to fail, but even harder when it seems everyone around you is prospering.
ReplyDeleteI'm having the same problems with pain tolerance. I'm also having a hard time following simple orders. I think part of it is because I've wrapped myself into a failure mindset and part due to new medications that are really draining the life from me.
Sounds good!
I totally agree. It's hard to fail, but even harder when it seems everyone around you is prospering.
ReplyDeleteI'm having the same problems with pain tolerance. I'm also having a hard time following simple orders. I think part of it is because I've wrapped myself into a failure mindset and part due to new medications that are really draining the life from me.
Sounds good!
My newest blog post mentions some of the things I suck at that I wrote about in my assignment. If you want to, you can read it here: http://subreiskyem.blogspot.com/2013/01/personal-goals-for-2013.html
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